Over the last two years I have totally transformed from a mouse to a mega-connector.

I have lived the life that forced these issues to be addressed. It became a choice do I give up or do I go the whole way and make life better not only starting with for my family, my community and globally.

It has been like standing on a main road and deciding to throw myself into the traffic...Or...riding with the traffic...or ...MAKING THE CHOICE TO DIRECT THE TRAFFIC.

It is a matter of choice ..to make a small or a big decision. The guts to take the choice and that to stick to the path until the chosen course takes place.

It turned out to have the same magnitude...at that point in time the whole picture was so bleak that it was "might as well go and choose the big picture."

My Australian Friend Serenity Raven-Wolf replied to this tread:

"I am so proud of you for you are truly brave. Only a very small % of the population go through such huge transformation. I am also proud for I know how hard that journey can be at times. It is exactly as you explain it.

Courage is not a hard recipe to make. To reach courage all you need in the recipe is to recognize the fear/doubts that come up for us (and the do come up for us all) to that you add some COMMITMENT + ACTION = COURAGE"